The wonders of salt water.

So, after a couple days all by myself, thinking, processing things, I woke up really early today, went for a walk at the beach with the doggies (yeah, I have salt doggs around the house now), came home, took a long shower, put the matress in the balcony, finished my book, took pictures. And finally things are clear in my head. Its like, I've been thinking for 3 days straight, and in 5 minutes things just pop clear in my head.

I know some things will have to stay the same for a while, other things I'll just have to accept and move on, I think I'm learning to let it go :O big shock. And others I'm changing right now.

I kinda cleared my head, trashed some stuff that was suposed to be gone, changed a few things. Got addicted to some bloggers (as you can read about one right below), musics, my pictures, fashion. Turned of the TV.

Things have changed. I even like my doodles now.

Been at my parents, in a more calm down city, even alone at home, its more confortable to think about life. A lot of the answers I got this weekend will NOT be welcome here. But its my turn now. My turn to be bold, break the chains. And, oh well, I guess I'll have to find a new job.

The economy, the internacional law and affairs, will be in a hold up now. I'll not drop out of school (of course, I just have 6 more months to go now), but I wont kill myself for it either.

So, visit my friend Juan, go take a look at his pretty pretty hair. Go look at my pictures http://www.flickr.com/photos/whystayin I promise I'll get better, I'm working on it. Go read a book. Take a swim at the ocean. Go look at cool/hyper people at http://lookbook.nu/ . Go do something.

As for me, I'll take better care of me, my blog, my flickr. Life in general.

And we'll see what happens when I go back to Recife, I hope my mind stays in the same track.

"The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because it's only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die."